It all started on October 12, 2017. It was his birthday and the day I realized my feelings for him. And October 12, 2018, i finally decided to put an end to the suffering that began months ago. While trying to process the breakup. For a while I forced myself to think rationally. I told […]Read More Closure
You took away my pride from me. I know it’s been some time and I should let it go. I’m trying.. Do you remember that night? I think about it everyday. It had been five cruel months without you. I had my exams going on. It was crazy, except you were coming home. I started […]Read More The nightmare
I have almost forgotten what happiness feels like. I’m bearing the burden of this existence for the sake of my family. I think I’m losing my mind. I need a way out. I wish someone understood me.. I wish someone cared.. I always cared and helped people out. Where do I get my karma for […]Read More My never ending depression
I can barely breathe right now. I thought maybe this breakup wasn’t easy for you too. But you’re doing so well and it’s the first time, your happiness is quite painful. You moved on so quickly. I just wish I wasn’t so easy to forget. I have loved you, always, with all I had. I […]Read More To the unworthy person I wasted my time upon
My father, he’s a wonderful man. I haven’t known a person as kind, polite, honest and compassionate as he is. His struggles began when since he was only seven. Maybe that’s why he doesn’t understand depression. He thinks it is cowardly to feel how I feel and act how I act. My mum, again, the […]Read More DAY 3, IS MY DEPRESSION EVEN REAL?
I have a history with depression and anxiety. I don’t even remember not being anxious anymore. My friends grew old of this and left. Therapy stopped being helpful a while ago. Ninety percent of my relationships end because of my anxiety. My career is non-existent and I live in my parents’ house. I wish people […]Read More The Journey Begins